Monday, June 16, 2008

For everything there is a season

For everything there is a season,
And a time for every matter under heaven:
A time to be born, and a time to die;
A time to plant, and a time to pluck up what is planted;
A time to kill, and a time to heal;
A time to break down, and a time to build up;
A time to weep, and a time to laugh;
A time to mourn, and a time to dance;
A time to throw away stones, And a time to gather stones together;
A time to embrace, and a time to refrain from embracing;
A time to seek, and a time to lose;
A time to keep, and a time to throw away;
A time to tear, and a time to sew;
A time to keep silence, and a time to speak;
A time to love, and a time to hate,
A time for war, and a time for peace.

-Ecclesiaste


Zhong, 7:39 AM




Tuesday, June 03, 2008

WHEN IT ALL FALLS APART

Everyday I sit here waiting
Everyday just seems so long
And now I've had enough of all the hating
Do we even care, it's so unfair
Any day it'll all be over
Everyday there's nothing new
And now I just try to find some hope
To try and hold onto
But it starts again
It'll never end

I'm heavily broken
And I don't know what to do
Can't you see that I'm choking
And I can't even move
When there's nothing left to say
What can you do
I'm heavily broken
And there's nothing I can do

Almost giving up on trying
Almost heading for a fall
And now my mind is screaming out
I've gotta keep on fighting
But then again
It doesn't end

I'm heavily broken
And I don't know what to do
Can't you see that I'm choking
And I can't even move
When there's nothing left to say
What can you do?
I'm heavily broken
And there's nothing I can do
And there's nothing I can do

Feels like I'm drowning
I'm screaming for air
(Screaming for air)
Louder I'm crying
And you don't even care

I'm heavily broken
And I don't know what to do
Can't you see that I'm choking
And I can't even move
(What can I do)
When there's nothing left to say
What can you do
I'm heavily broken


I'm heavily broken
And I don't know what to do
Can't you see that I'm choking
And I can't even move
When there's nothing left to say
What can you do
I'm heavily broken


Silence is gold.
I do not need the world to understand.
I know my loved ones do....
Everything is said and done.
Curtains down.

~memories fade into hazziness when the person steps into another perspective of life~
-taken from NAFA grad show, but i forgot this brilliant artist's name, sorry.


Zhong, 11:28 PM




Thursday, May 22, 2008

when all is said and done....

倒帶
作詞:方文山　作曲:周杰倫

我受夠了等待你所謂的安排　說的未來到底多久才來

總是要來不及才知道我可愛　我想依賴而你卻都不在

應該開心的地帶　你給的全是空白
　
一個人假日發呆　找不到人陪我看海

我在幸福的門外　卻一直都進不來
　
你累積給的傷害　我是真的很難釋懷

終於看開愛回不來　而你總是太晚明白　

最後才把話說開　哭著求我留下來

終於看開愛回不來　我們面前太多阻礙
　
你的手卻放不開　寧願沒出息求我別離開

你總是要我乖慢慢計劃將來　我的眼淚卻一直掉下來

過去怎麼交代你該給的信賴　被你親手緩緩推入懸崖

從我臉上的蒼白　看到記憶慢下來　

過去甜蜜在倒帶　只是感覺已經不在

而我對你的期待　被你一次次摔壞
　
已經碎成太多塊　要怎麼拼湊跟重來

終於看開愛回不來　而你總是太晚明白
　
最後才把話說開　哭著求我留下來

終於看開愛回不來　我們面前太多阻礙　

你的手卻放不開　寧願沒出息求我別離開



feeling rather emo these days...so bare with me dearies
just ignore me plez if i get too irritating.

i hope you stay healthy and recover soon~

oh n Congrats to LanzI!!! work is officially over for you today!!
looking forward to your GRAD SHOW ON 28TH!


Zhong, 12:49 AM




Wednesday, May 14, 2008

TAKE A BOW

wanna start my post first by thanking all me dearies!
esp to my darling gie...sorry babe, made u ans me calls in weird hours...
of cuz not forgetting wei and jess who ask abt me all e time and min for expressing concern..oh n my ROYAL Bitch- Samdy for just being my best bitch! haha!

been so busy with work that i only step outta office at
4 to 5am for 4 consecutive days and yes, i work on weekends!

cnt believe I'm slogging so hard...

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I'm still lost as I am
still as shaken
but i dont and will ever blame you
hope you're not carrying the guilt

thank you for being patient
please just bear with me for now

i need to find an answer
soon i will...i promise...

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okie...for the longest time, i'm leaving office at this kinda sane timing to catch serious sleep!

nitey babes...


Zhong, 7:18 AM




Saturday, April 12, 2008

B.L.A.N.K

a choice

a decision

gone.

left behind.

emptied.

missing.

alone, just alone, nothing more


Zhong, 4:06 AM




Saturday, April 05, 2008

Goodbye Vietnam

its 8:54am in Vietnam right now and yours truly is at the airport...waiting to board the flight. Thanks you internet! you have saved my life again!

I have to say Vietnam is one cool place!
and the coffee is to die for!!!

Our Vietnam's partner- Vietmai ad agency is really warm and friendly!
i'm really touched by the things they do for my boss and me!
they even went to the extra length of getting me a cute little helmet
just to ride on their bike...
and knowing how much i adore the coffee they bought the best coffee powder for us the next day!

gawd...they are really sweet! I sure look forward to coming here again!!!

and nope...i did not do much shopping...haha!

will reach me homeland in another 2hours 40mins time!

cant wait to see L.P and bb Junior!!!
i wanna hug my baby boy sooo bad...i just hope he rem me
or can at least pretend to be happy to see me!

oh n sorry dearies! missing out on Qtopia for the biz trip.
owe u guys a drink k!
hope me dearies had fun at the beach party!! update me!!!
love u all~~!!


Zhong, 6:53 PM




Tuesday, April 01, 2008

Chao Ong Vietnam!

yours truly will be jetting off to Vietnam in...
26 hours time...

nope, its not for holiday, its for BUSINESS!
haha...never thought i could say i'm going on a business trip in life!
woo-hoo!!
not that excited cause its rather hectic and i need to be ALONE in the hotel room
so weird...haha!

i'll so miss my cute, adorable, teddybear-like, flexible, notti, spoilt, ungrateful but
i-still-love-him Baby Junior!!!

wonder if he'll even miss me...and if my naggy mum n tired dad could take good care of him... THEY BETTER! or else.....

anw...back to the angelic me...
will miss L.P

and of course me dearies!!!
i'll try to buy some stuffs back if we go shopping k!

me boss says the rate at hotel better so I'll just bring all my sing $$
let me know if u guys read this and know what u want from Viet k
cause I'm totally clueless on what they have there

orighty then...back to work!


Zhong, 6:18 PM